2042: A Vivid Tranquility of New Times. Part 1.It takes nearly two hundred steps from my place to reach this small cozy café, which I tend to frequent lately. Usually in the mornings…Jun 3, 2021Jun 3, 2021
Second Ceremony: Setting Free The Inner BeastAfter having previously described experiences in Doetinchem I was certain I’d be “meeting” with Ayahuasca again in my life. But even…Apr 5, 2020Apr 5, 2020
To live or not live?It is somewhat fortunate that I did not intend to share this blog with many people so far — otherwise I may not feel a great incentive to…Mar 7, 2018Mar 7, 2018
Interview with a JudgeI have some really great news! Recently I got an opportunity of taking an interview from a Judge — and of course I couldn’t let it slip…Jan 4, 2018Jan 4, 2018
Internal PoliticsEvery time I somehow manage to get into this state of inner peace, acceptance, satisfaction (or, simply put, happiness) my mind seems to…Dec 13, 2017Dec 13, 2017
Fear of “wrong” emotionsI realized something about my “spiritual practice” — if that thing deserves such a label anyway — recently. Something that’s so funny…Dec 5, 2017Dec 5, 2017
The origins of Baby LionThe day after my Ayahuasca ceremony I spent at least few hours browsing Amsterdam stores and looking for quite a specific T-shirt. It…Oct 17, 2017Oct 17, 2017
The Curious Case of Not Knowing. Part 3.Not knowing is more or less equal to having no control. That’s a statement that I don’t expect many people to agree with, but the more I…Sep 28, 2017Sep 28, 2017
The Curious Case of Not Knowing. Part 2.Few weeks after the ceremony I remember walking in a park feeling really confused and therefore thinking very hard to find some sense in my…Sep 17, 2017Sep 17, 2017
The Curious Case of Not Knowing. Part 1.Around the middle of my first Ayahuasca session I experienced a quick flashback of all of the moments in my life when I was feeling fear…Sep 7, 2017Sep 7, 2017
